your 17th my dog.

i went curve around 6, just to walk aimlessly around to wait for the others. ming, sern and justin came around 6.30... and the rest came at 7.30... by that time, my stomach was as though there's a driller drilling the lining of my stomach! yerp, i admit i get grumpy just like my old man when im hungry. not to mention i get really annoyed damn fast. i think i "HIRUP" in my roasted chicken salad. right after that, i got stomach pain. dammit, i think i ate too fast. =.="



jenn who loves to tikam lidah with ming. myself.


gotcha!

I WORE SHORTS AIGHT! and no, ruba, my clothes does NOT get lesser and lesser everytime you see me..

there! see my shorts!

ming just LOVES to destroy perfect pictures! damn annoying feller, and he thinks he damn hot la.. pffffttt..

dad bought chen flaming lamboghini for her birthday present.

chen, dont you realise every negative things we did is around my parents?! the first time we shisha was with my parents at Hartamas Square early of last year, then u drinking when u came stay over and now this shit drink.. im sorry on behalf of my parents if they turn you into monster aight.. =)

dammit! the straw kena burn and can suck no shits. but got a sip or two. tasted like some antibiotic.. blechhh..

MrTan. myself.

nah, ur awful pineapple.


sern the "im fine im fine, im not high" but actually he's high, birthdaybitch and myself.

sern took a bottle of beer at Scarlet during dinner, a shot of kahlua and a mug of beer. and then he's quite! very clear he IS high.

jenn,brandon and justin surprised wainee with 2 slices of brownies from SecretRecipe and 2 scoops of icecream from BaskinRobins. real thoughtful of them.

after my parents left, we went IN and sat ourselves one corner, called a bottle of blacklabel. and i am pretty proud to say i didnt drink more than a sip of that whiskey on the rocks from ruba's glass.. wasnt in the mood.. MsChen, MrFoo, myself.

i swear that night was one of the weirdest situation ever. since we cant get our cocktail tower at Laundry, we decided to head one floor up. just to find out, my family and tjun's family is there, drinking and laughing. we sat 4 tables away and it felt damn right weird to be drinking with friends in front of my parents, AND my friends seeing MY parents drinking. not that they cared but, yeah! anyhow, in the picture we have ruba, the birthday girl, myself, jenn, sern, brandon, justin and ming.

the brownie was bit hard and dry, but its chocolate, and so, kristen still loves em'.

the very happy couple. btw, brandon, my mum thinks you look like a drug addict. i dont blame her. =P

i followed ruba home at 11. mum got a shock seeing me that early.. mum, proud lehh..


happy 17th birthday, chen wai nee!

i need new.

9th icc.

last friday, we students from assunta were free from classes due to good friday. felicia, doris, dharu and myself ended up at pavillion. dharu and fattz wanted a haircut, fattz wanted to get her outfit for icc and doris wanted to get a clutch and a loud bag. while i went to pavillion to kill some time and accompany my friends. i totally agree with jenn about doris!! she is hell one of a fussy pot. we walked for almost 2 hours before she actually bought her both items in mind. she's the type that sees something and will keep in mind and look further till she finds another nicer and cheaper. well, thats actually good of cause, but i aint that type of person sadly. im more of the kind who sees and buy straight without further looksie-looksie. and felicia chong yi ling! oh gawd, it was difficult to look for a smart-casual outfit THAT FITS HER, As difficult as my mum when it comes to buying a wedding gift. we stayed in forever 21 for about an hour and enter the dressing room for 5 times, and still came out with nothing for felicia. i had to go back for dinner around 4.30, while doris teman fattz to further look for her clothes. fattz, pls gain more weight!! drink protein shake! eat spirulina!


wanted to get this black LONG top/dress. ..but bawa hanya lapanpuluh ringgit. manala cukup.



the following day was icc.somehow, it was a real rush in the morning and i had only 30 mins to bath and get dressed and pack my clutch, double checking whether i brought the ticket and the list of ppl going to the hall with the bus. anyhow, doris and i got to the hall by 1.20. i just wasted 25 bucks to watch sriaman girls screeching instead of singing. doris thinks they sounded like chimpmunks and i agree tohhhhtahhhly!! however, seeing the turn out of people i guess icc was a success.
after icc ended around 5plus, all of us decided to make our way to bangsar. i was feeling BITTER, all the way to bangsar. we had to take 2 trains,and normally i wouldnt mind if it wasnt raining!! unfortunetly,it was and we were real wet.
*myself: eh doris, wan to buy the umbrella a not? 5 bucks only*
*doris: no need la.*
........
*doris: shit yeahla should have buy*

the winners for modern dance. dangerous disasters. i'm proud. my friends danced and won.



winners for singing. girls like girls. justin, wei ming and josh.


winners for traditional dance.


doris and myself on the bus.


fattz with her new lala haircut and myself. fattz, i swear it would be better if u cut of the "tail"!!

when icc ended..

hiding ourselves in the toilet. the hall was freaking cold. shivering, teeth chattering the whole time!


jenn. yi ling. doris. myself.

dinner at Social. my tuna melt panini didnt last longer than 8 mins on my plate. i wolfed it down like immediately. last meal, was breakfast and everyone was famished. not to mention DEHYDRATED. kyle. myself.


ganesh. myself. i find ganesh such a weird person. he ordered a tower of beer though he knows only he and kyle would attend to it. in the end, he had to pass it to our table, pushing us to drink and still waste a mug. friend, dont waste unnecesarilly ya.

myra. myself.

aez. myself. this woman here, ditched her boyfriend.

melisa. doris. myself.


myra hardly wears like so.

mk. myself.

pee-ing break.

MrFoo. myself. he never does look at cameras and take decent pictures.. =S


later, we hopped over to OldSchool for some drinks. a bottle of Absolut wasnt enough, so two bottles, it is. chris. kris.

tho i look horrible here. but i cant help putting this up. dr's face's just hilarious.

farah. myself.

before starting drinking, wainee, doris and myself went over to join melisa and friends for a 15 mins shisha at D'Heven. doris finally tried! but she didnt like it and had a hard time puffing.
nawwar. myself.


back at oldschool, we were playing Blackjack. loser strips. felicia almost had to strip her top! loserh! oh and we made too much noise till the bouncer had to warn us. =.="

brandon being locked. jenn should be in too!

ming, dharu, myself and chen.

nick. myself.

some negro. emmanuel. myself. somehow i have no idea how steve, ruba all made friends with these negros.

farah. ruba, totally high, but not high enough to puke.




everyone went home around 10+. darryl, ruba and steve went to devi's for food and i joined them awhile for a cup of tehtarik. it was hilarious seeing them eat when they are high. they laugh non stop for NO reasons. and half of their food is on the table! ruba and his scraps on the table.

i reached home around 12+ and knocked off without showering. cant blame me ayt! it was midnight, i am lil tipsy not to mention sleepy! next mornin terwoke up around 7.30, wanted to jog, but i felt as though i was still floating. sleep it is!

jenn got high and enjoyed.

doris shishaed and drank too, not to mention broke a glass.

felicia sucks in Blackjack and almost strip naked.

wainee went home sober.

i went home looking fine.

productivenight.

treat your first wife with love.

there was once a king who has four wives.
the fourth wife, the king loves her ALOT and adored her. he spoils her with expensive clothings, and splurge wonderful things on her.
the third wife, the king loves her too. he always shows her off to neighbouring kingdom.
the king also loves his second wife. she is very kind, confident, considerate and patient with him. whenever the king has problems, he would confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times.
the king's first wife is very loyal partner and has made many contribution in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. however, he did not love his first wife. although she loves him deeply but the king hardly pays attention to her.
one day the king was ill. and he knew his time was short. he thought about his luxurious life and wonder " i now have four wives but when i die, i would die alone."
then he ask the fourth wife, "if i die, will you follow me?" the 4th wife answered "no way!" and walked off without a word. her answer cut him like a knife.
he then ask his third wife the same question and the wife answer " NO! life is short, when u die, im gonna remarry" his heart sank.
the same question was asked to his second wife and the reply was i'm sorry, i cant help u this time. i can only walk with u to your grave." her answer devastated him.
then a voice called out, "ill go with you i'll follow you no matter where you go"
the king looked up and saw that his first wife was very skinny as she has suffered from malnutrition and neglect.
greatly grieved, the king said "i should have taken care of you with love and care when i had the chance"


in truth, all of us have four wives.
our forth wife is our body. no matter how mnuch time and effort we lavish on it to make it look good, it will leave us when we die.
our third wife is our possessions, status and wealth. when we die it will all go to others.
our second wife is our friends and familiy. no matter how much they have been there, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.
and our first wife is our soul, often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world. however, our soul is the only thing that will follow us wherever we go.
hence, cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of us that will follow us to the throne of god an continue with us throughout eternity.

some of u might say eh so familiar wan the story. yeah, i plucked it from TheStar (yes, i do read the newspaper!). i thought its extremely connected to life. dont you think so?

i'm gonna pray.

51.

1. Real name ~ KristenLokeSuFen

2.Nickname ~fisH, Flamingo, Kris, petpet (courtesy of fattz), wobbles from MrNg and newest nick's pornstar from MrChin.

3.Married ~am only 17 , should i?

4.Male or Female ~ glad to be a female. glad to have a hole and two bumps.

5.Highschool ~ Assunta.

6.College ~ ask me again in a year time.

7. Short or long hair ~ long.

8. Are you a health freak ~ i admit i'm a lil. jog everyday if possible and scratched rice from my diet.

9. Height ~ i think i'm 167? and NO i dont wanna grow upwards anymore!

10. Do you have a crush on someone ~ nope! no one worth having crush on. =)

11. Do you like yourself ~ try to? nahh of cause i do, if not i would be in a coffin long ago.

12. Piercings ~just a pair on each ear. piercings are nice but i dont fancy the pain. pain aint pleasure.

13. Righty or Lefty ~ righty and normal.

14. First surgery ~ none.

15. First piercing(s) ~ dont remember. i wldnt want to rmb how i cried when my mum brought me to PohKong to pierce. but im glad she did.

16. First person you see in the morning ~ my idiotic bro. always race me to the bathroom.

17. First award ~ ......... WHAT award?

18. First sport you joined ~ younger days i BUM a LOT! sweating make my days awful. but for now i think it would be runnin?? nahh, swimming!!
19. First pet ~ er tortoise?? but i wasnt a very loyal owner. dad read something about its bad to keep or "prison" any kind of animals so we released it a lake. probably dead by now.. haha

20. First vacation ~ mm i dont think i remember where exactly, but its local. dad "supports" malaysia's tourism.

21. First concert ~ i think it was leehom? i know, wtf chinese artist ayt? tickets was free, he's a hawt feller. so heck it!

22. First crush ~ this small kid name sean, when i was in Tadika Chim. haha..

23. Eating ~ pineapple.

24. Drinking ~ water.

25. I'm about to ~ vomit due to eating too much of dim sum.

26. Want kids ~ yerp! future of cause. aint wanting anak luar nikah!

27. Want to get married ~ yerp! i dont wanna die alone. I DONT WANT DOGS TO LOVE ME. like the anak dara tua neighbour i have! but of cause after being successful.

28. Careers in mind ~ no idea. ppl like me want to be successful in something but still have question mark. sad i know, probably gonna fail in life la.. aish.

29. Lips or eyes ~ eyes... i like the thought of just staring at THE person's eyes and problems just lifted of my shoulders

30. Hugs or kisses ~ i'm a greedy person. so both. =)

31. Shorter or taller ~ Taller

32. Romantic or spontaneous ~ both!

33. Sensitive or loud ~sensitive!

34. Trouble maker or hesitant ~ trouble maker! i like confident ppl!

35. Kissed a stranger ~nope! wouldnt!
36. Drank bubbles ~ ??

37. Lost glasses/contacts ~ nah never.
38. Ran away from home ~nah, may have come across my mind at times. but i dont think i would have survive YET.

39. Liked someone younger ~ nope!

40. Liked someone older ~ out of questions?

41. Broken someone's heart ~yeah. i'm sorry.

42. Been arrested ~ once. arrested by my mum. didnt cover my trip to TelukIntan properly.

43.Cried when someone died ~ no one close to be ever pass away. havent been to any funeral. havent been to a cemetery.

l44. Liked a friend ~ isnt it the same ques as quest no.10?

45. Yourself ~ clear answer.

46. Miracles ~ obviously.

47. Heaven ~ jesuschrist, of cause.

48. Santa claus ~ he never did fullfill what i want, so NO.

49. Angels ~ friends of god? yeahhh

50. Is there one person you want to be with right now ~ yerp.

51. Do you believe in God ~yes absolutely




since i'm tag twice on the same set and its a nice sunday and im in a good mood.. decided to do it. ha ha.

no such thing as turning back.

trip to tax free island.

i had a short 4days 3 nights stay at langkawi. first night was at Lagoon Hotel then dad wanted to try Pelangi Resort. Jesus christ, i have no idea why a person would want to pay 1.2k for a room per night?! dad, u have to learn a thing or two from me la. that is to stay in cheaper resorts and splurge the cash elsewhere like FOOOODDDD, Seaafoood to be precise.



saw this board when the plane landed and the word Bebas Cukai is such a holy word dont u think so? it means alcohol's cheap! cig is cheap! not that i smoke though.


scenery was pretty awesome.


dawn.


tjun kit insisted on going to the UnderwaterWorld. i didnt know my species look so "wild" =D


i hate parrots! they make such an awful high pitch sound.. KwOOookKwooOkkkKoUuuuu .. swear i wanted to lastic the bird!

flamingossss! everyone thinks i walk like flamingo! but i DO NOT think so! tq very much.

seahorse.


in a cable car up to some bridge. bro's a freaking pussy!! all the way up, he was ramblin prayers.. oh god, i dont want to die.. diela diela.. jesus christ..


the old people started drinking once touch down la. this is the welcome drink. and guess what they add in it?! VODKA! its a welcome drink dammit!



evening was beeerrrrr all the way. the shack we sat was over looking the beautiful sunset.. ahh that was heaven.

aunt jo ask me to take a pic of him lookin drunk all.. so she can blackmail him to DatukCK (his upperhand) haha..

tjun and bro busy collecting seashells and killing poor crabss.


did i mention my phone fell into the sea?!?!?! yESsss.. it did! and it is sTIl WORKING. somehow my precious phone fell into the sea while i was snorkelling. and whole gadget just went blank. got back to the room and straight away blow my freaking phone with hair dryer. and VOILAH it still works like a charm! pics, songs, msges, contacts, everything still ada.. god, im gonna start treating my phone with care la.

i snorkel and swam with sharks! black-tip shark to be precise. quite a good experience. i can literally see its teeth and few remora fish swimmin beneath it. still alive aight!

the fucking ferry ride to snorkelling site took an hour plus! wtf?! i would prefer speedboat mann!

i got more tan!


the last night, i took my cousin to try shisha. and i think that is the worst move ever. he likes it! and he is now addicted to it. dieladie. i expected him to NOT like it and puff once or twice and hate it. but NO! he likes the smell! he likes the smoke! CRAp!



i LOVE SAUNA! =)

home's still the best!