piccadilly night. sweating it out.

friday after school, i had interact's gm. the normal yaada-yaada bout project and shanty did her normal lecturing talk. there was this part they asked form 5s to talk bout their experience being an interactor and i swear my heart almost stop when they wanted to choose someone to come forward. not because i'm afraid talking upfront or rather a spontaneous talk, but its because i realise i didnt exactly participated much in interact in my pass 2 years. so if i were to be called, what am i gonna say? that i went to the orphange, when i didnt? so yeah, next gm im gonna sit right at the back and shall be camouflage.

anyways, after gm, i went home to bake choc cupcakes for ming. he had better feel dah love from d'fish mann. cause she had lil trouble doing the icing.. but it turn out pretty fine after all.. white and pink icing. =) it says, happy 17 ming.

around 6, close to 7, i made my way to piccadilly where almost all the samadians were there. rest of the night, pictures shall speak.

ming, the second person after nicole, turned 17 on 24th jan. myself.

they started drinking as early as 5+? i started drinking around 6+. 40 jugs of beers on hold..

nicholas ng ying ming grew taller!!! he is almost as tall as me.! nick, im proud.. =D
the guy on nick's left is steve. and i swear if i ever see him anywhere, ima gonna fire him la. he poured HOT water on my peeling wound. dahla bleedin and its my ex wound, he gotta tambah the kesakitan by squirting hot water on it la! i screeched and teared! ming so kind gave me tissue and jenn was like you crazy ah! bOOo you!

ming making wishes.

chi kit. my god, havent seen him since .... god knows when. anyhow, hi chit kit!

yong sern. seeing him every thurs during nirmala's is torture!

ming cutting the cake chen bought.
im wondering what made chen laugh like so. or was is because of the too much to drink?
bringing out her cake and my cupcakes. ming, u lucky kid. he had 3 wishes and lotsa love.

ngai, chen, foo, loke. whats with the kissing/pouting pose??

i just realise who is the perfect person to bring along or rather drag along if i wanna go for a drinking session. thats right, its ngai jenn ai! reasons: she takes care of you when ur lil high and tipsy. she orders hot water and she follows you to toilet if you have the sudden urge to throw up and bring you for a walk to breath when ur high. thanks la ngai!

myself. jenn. ming. bdon.
nick. chen. ming. bdon. sern. myself and jenn. we didnt exactly took many of this decent pic. plus mostly are damn blur.
wainee. myself. ming spoiled the pic! look at his horrible "aHh-ing" face la.

kyle. gawd, he thinks he's damn cool la with his skiing cap. kyle, its horrible yo! it's as though u got cancer and ur bald. =P
i have no idea why's my bag with foo. bag keeper/holder la..

jenn. bdon.
sern.jenn.myself.chen.

jenn: eh got mirror there. come lets take pictures.

so typical of her la. god knows how many toilet pictures we took. but of cause it not gonna be up.

carol. the president of interact for samad's school. used to attend tuition together when we were form 3 at razman's. not anymore though =(

myself. jenn having face prob. that's probably the reason why her face's covered. bdon.
another decent-all-of-us pic. jenn.bdon.myself.ming.chen.sarah
myself. sze ee. someone must had did something funny. hence the huge-assed smile on both of our faces.

chen loving ming. zhen ming. myself.

that was my friday. the followin morning i had to get up as early as 7! my head was still dizzy and i was still swaying. splash of cold water on my face and i felt better. went to school for cross country. yes, you read right. my last year so i was pretty semangat-ed. decided i wouldnt want to wake up years after just to realise i miss highschool and regret not doing what i could have done then. anyhow, reached just in time to stretch and around 8, close to 9 we were off running/jogging the 3 km route. i haTE the route they chose! first, the tmn jaya was muddy! 2nd, i almost fell into the lake due to the walkers blocking my path! friggin jalan so sempit and bloody selfish ppl blocking. excuse me! still block! mahai. but but........ i came in third! yeah! i was pretty shocked myself. thought i'll most probably get top 10 or 20. school itself got 20 MSSD runner. never in my right mind i would have thought of getting even top 5. but i did.. XD

so i'm proud! and i guess its one and only way i did to contribute to my house. and my one and only medal during my years in highschool.

ketiga! three! sam! ingeh-poren-three! XD

chen.melisa.myself.jenn. smiles !

sadly, chen had hangover so she wasnt feeling good at all. with the feeling of vomiting and all.

jenn and myself at kopitiam at amcorp after running. we need food mann!

jenn: look at how bloody long the mop is! fast take take pic
myself: yeah weih! *snaps*
jenn: deih he is lookin la! now he thinks ur interested in him.

hahaha..
name being called.
getting my medal.
annishka giving me support yo! with dah yellowh bendera.

ended with the singing of school song.

that was how i spent my perfect sat morning.



anyways,

happy 17th birthday, ming!

just one night. and i'm certain it is so.

sink in.

life's a gamble. you either wanna play by the safe side or you prefer the edge.

life like a game of poker, it has its risk. but its up to the certain someone to take the risk or not.

excuse me senior, where is the science lab?...i was nice and pointed at the stairs and said its up, go to your left.. it happened when i was rushing out to gate c as my aunt was already there waiting to send me home. 10 mins ago, she called and i said i'm walking out edi.. that makes 15 mins of making her wait for mua.. nyeheh.. anyhow, when i got into the car, on the way home, i was thinking... wow i AM already a senior. form 5. last year being a highschool kid. last year wearing horrible blue maid-like uniform. last year being an assuntarian after 10+ years being one. last year for me to complain about how i hate waking up so friggin early or how horrible and piss-y-fying all teachers (almost) are especially our current maths teacher who love to nag us unnecessarily. my last year singing school song, the song that steals away 5 mins of my sleepin by the kaki lima during assembly. and so, i shall let the thought of me being a senior sink in me.

screw the dead from below la.. i'm so drained!

especially wed and thurs.

out for about 12 hours.

7-1.30 was of cause school.
had lunch at picadilly and off to tuition from 3-7.30

and am only home at 8.30 to clean up.

thursday was physics tuition at nirmala's right after house practice.

i am bushed! i'm tired mentally.

thought, wow friday's here! nothing on after school, and was looking

forward to taking a long ass nap or catch up on my out-dated drama.

but jeff called for lunch, so thought ok, i memang do need to eat.

picadilly it was.

but lunch stretched for 4 hours!

ended up heading home at 6.

i swear, fridayss after school,

there must not be any itinerary unless necessarily or i'm up to it.

bushed.drained.

hags are fit, dont mess.

on a very normal, breezy evening, i was strolling at the park. started off with one round of walking and 4 rounds of jogging. while jogging i caught up with this man at his late 50-ties and jogged same pace as him for about 2 rounds. and he striked a random short convo

*man: girl, how many rounds u jog?*

*myself: about 4 rounds*

*man: oh very good stamina u got*

*myself: uh thanks.* (dashed off)

3rd round i was infront of him and i overheard he told his old man friend, chui um toe. ngo mo training... and i was thinking, hag i aint wanting to race with you or what so ever. am there at the park just to jog up a good heart and an average weight. the 4th round, out of no where, suddently

*man: u jog everyday?*

*myself: almost.. went there's no rain and am free*

*man: ok this is my last round. see you around. bye*

and.... he sprinted ahead of me.. i was ternga-nga-ing, thinkin, old man can be damn fit sial. comparing all the elders at the park exercising every evening and my dad who eats 4 meals and bum around at home, it is world aparts. i think i shall start figuring away to make him at least take a 30 mins walk during weekends' evenings before he starts getting health problems. good daughter i am, eh?

that was how far he was ahead of me.

losing touch.

dont like your pubic hair, bitch?

so monday started very blue-ish and moody-ish. it got worse when prefect's bod plus mani, the discipline teacher, came into 5sci2 to check our G.A. just seconds seeing the outline of mani, my hand shot up to my hair to re-tie it and trying hard to tug my fringe and locks of dyed hair. yet, first person she spotted is still me. just cause im tall and so friggin visible beside chen, the dwarf. she started la firing me, ask me clip my fringe all and she said i look like a makcik baru bersalin! well, bitch, i look like so if my fringe is up. so why you giving snide comment all! then was asked to cut my manicured nails (sigh, my nice long nails that i love to use it to leave mark on people is gone!), pull up school socks, button my baju kurung and bla bla. i kena the most la!

tuesday, taught me a lesson. the very treasured lesson is not to reach school before 7.25 and skip as much minutes standing at the kaki lima. mani lady as usual gave her dont-do-this-dont-do-that talk. she started to talk bout hair, fringe,dyed hair shits again (lady, why u bothering so much bout students hair? is it cause ur hair looks like pubic hair and so ur jealous?) so yeah me being so visible yet again kena fired. this time she called me down to the lawn, in front of the whole damn school, she made me the contoh of bad G.A. hair not clipped, no kerongsang, socks not pulled up.... after her talk, she started nagging me again.
omg.. i think i have a serious problem.. i smile and laugh when i'm being scolded! i cant keep a staright face and i tend to look elsewhere and i have the soooo obvious i-am-not-giving-two-shits-of-what-ur-saying face. bad , no?! cant help it!!

sometimes, you have to bookmark small things that happens at your surrounding so it will not be forgotten. bookmarking life helps to keep track the path your walking.

panas-fying.

student blues.

why cant i have the happy face going to school like the kid?

i see no joy going to school.

monday (tomorrow) would be the third day of school. oh god.. im still having troubles waking up at 6 but still sharp 6 (sometimes 6.01) i hoist myself from bed, drag myself to the bathroom and start washing up and making myself presentable. then with a sleepy face i walk down the stairs, to the kitchen, to whack anything edible. by 7.20 i'll be at school. just in time to not hear the morning crap and minus a few minutes standing by the kaki lima. at 1.10 (1.45 on mondays), school ends and i'll be back latest by 2.30... jeez, weekdays are so routinised till it feels as though i'm a walking corpse, going through days cause its a must. because its a normal highschool student days. besides school of cause there's tuition at topschool and nirmala's, extra activities here and there. i want something different to spice up my days so there's something i can look forward to or at least to boost my days. something so i can not dread the whole frigginh day.

monday blues.

make a change.

i woke up and realise this year whatever resolution i make i have to follow it through. and after giving 2007, the sins i've done and bad habits i have, i've decided to come up with a brand new list of resolutions.

no more outings especially mid of the year unless its birthday parties.

scratch off my likeness in being random.



be a lil more ignorant (some may go wtf? being ignorant is bad but well, if you're not ignorant enough you'll get hurt easily)

be more active in school activites since it's my last year in highschool. for sure i wont wanna look back when i'm in college and regret not spending my days in school to the fullest.

not lying especially to parents unless it's a white lie (might not be able to achieve this small part of my resolution .. but minimizing the amount of lies i tell would be fair enough.)



cut down on shisha-ing. the fact it is 70% more life threatening and i dont wanna die young shall help me to cut down on water-piping.

have better relationships with family. so i can bodek easily. =S

use my time fruitfully. this means cutting down on stoning in front of notebook and spent at least 30 mins a day at taman aman.



learn to open up, be more sociable and to control my moods in better manner.

last but not least, take these resolutions seriously!

what's yours? =)

hello 2008

and so its year 2008. after big time dilemma where to celebrate new year's eve between curve and midvalley, midzone it was.

pictures shall do the talking.


got to midvalley at 6 after jamming my way from kerinchi link road. since it was early i went over to brewball and see ruba beating nick's, sern's and dr's asses in pool.


after wondering around, we made our way to the boulevard road where midzone countdown is held. it was DEAD from 9 till 11.. the lady in black on the stage is serena.c and she's the emcee.

the party started when chicks in skimpy white clothes doing their dirty dance. the guys started to give comment on who can dance, who cant, who's hawt, who's fat......

there were performance on bhangra music. not exactly bhangra but yeah with the instrument that looks very drum-ish.
myself. ming. sern who got a shock of his life when he saw me taking a box of dunhill out of my pocket. just to find out its ruba's.

sern was the one taking this picture and i swear he is the worst photographer on earth! he took 4 of me and ming kaku-ing and this is the best.. first time he ter-recorded instead of snapping. =.=" how noob can you be la sern!

dr, ming, nick and i.
damn midvalley didnt call bomoh to shoo away rain! halfway dancing, *plit-plat-plit-plat*, started to drizzle! then it got slightly heavier but the crowd still stayed and continue to shake and bang heads.

sern, nick, ming, ruba and dr.

daym! the best part of the whole countdown was laser lights. damn chunted, damn on.

sadly, i had a bad view on the fireworks! the damn walkway was blocking from where i was standing. shouldnt have went up the stage. the most i can see is the tail and small-not-so-nice-portion of the fireworks.

when it was 12 sharp, two huge balls came out of no where and everyone started to hit it high as though the higher they hit, the brighter and more successful year 2008 will be. i got to hit it once only. =.="
the very crowded view. took this went i was on the dancing stage.

myself. ming.
nick who has veryyyy low stamina! he was gone like trizillion times.either he walked out of the crowd to rest and breath fresh air or he went around kao-ing chicks la.. weijun. myself. ming. dr who cant stop banging his head without the help of extacy. myself who danced for about 3 hours non stop and now who has blisters.

dj stoneface and terminal.

dj jungle jerry and dj whiteface.
personally i think he scratched the best and rawk the whole crowd.

dr. myself.

sern. myself.


by 2.30 i was bushed and sern followed me out to the taxi stand to wait for my dad to pick me up. daym! he was drunk and so he got kenny to pick me who was also slightly drunk.. thank god i made it to one world safe and sound.

the drunket family i have. it's the first time i see my dad and mum staying up till 4. normally they K.O by 12, latest by 1 la.. su wen, my cousin, on my right, she finally get to havoc after a whole year being sober. mum was telling me how they celebrated eve and..

*kenny: eh u still wanna drink? (holding wine bottle)*

*suwen: of cause la! being pregnant with ur son, whole year never drink!* aha

ah man. am lil regret not joining my family. they had extreme fun at dave's, drinking and dancing. video my cousin taped was hilarious.

i had a very good dreamless sleep on a very huge comfy bed at one world. next morning woke up at 11.30 and had brunch/lunch at cinamon cafe.

well, thats pretty much sum up how i kick off my 2008. how's urs? oh one thing, i was SOBER like a grandmother would be! very different eve from all of urs eh? and my feet kena step like gile many times. my poor tiny toes now hurts!

a new year calls for more stories and treasured moments in the future. Mmm.. im writing down my top 10 resolution.


did i?