student blues.

why cant i have the happy face going to school like the kid?

i see no joy going to school.

monday (tomorrow) would be the third day of school. oh god.. im still having troubles waking up at 6 but still sharp 6 (sometimes 6.01) i hoist myself from bed, drag myself to the bathroom and start washing up and making myself presentable. then with a sleepy face i walk down the stairs, to the kitchen, to whack anything edible. by 7.20 i'll be at school. just in time to not hear the morning crap and minus a few minutes standing by the kaki lima. at 1.10 (1.45 on mondays), school ends and i'll be back latest by 2.30... jeez, weekdays are so routinised till it feels as though i'm a walking corpse, going through days cause its a must. because its a normal highschool student days. besides school of cause there's tuition at topschool and nirmala's, extra activities here and there. i want something different to spice up my days so there's something i can look forward to or at least to boost my days. something so i can not dread the whole frigginh day.

monday blues.