sink in.

life's a gamble. you either wanna play by the safe side or you prefer the edge.

life like a game of poker, it has its risk. but its up to the certain someone to take the risk or not.

excuse me senior, where is the science lab?...i was nice and pointed at the stairs and said its up, go to your left.. it happened when i was rushing out to gate c as my aunt was already there waiting to send me home. 10 mins ago, she called and i said i'm walking out edi.. that makes 15 mins of making her wait for mua.. nyeheh.. anyhow, when i got into the car, on the way home, i was thinking... wow i AM already a senior. form 5. last year being a highschool kid. last year wearing horrible blue maid-like uniform. last year being an assuntarian after 10+ years being one. last year for me to complain about how i hate waking up so friggin early or how horrible and piss-y-fying all teachers (almost) are especially our current maths teacher who love to nag us unnecessarily. my last year singing school song, the song that steals away 5 mins of my sleepin by the kaki lima during assembly. and so, i shall let the thought of me being a senior sink in me.

screw the dead from below la.. i'm so drained!

especially wed and thurs.

out for about 12 hours.

7-1.30 was of cause school.
had lunch at picadilly and off to tuition from 3-7.30

and am only home at 8.30 to clean up.

thursday was physics tuition at nirmala's right after house practice.

i am bushed! i'm tired mentally.

thought, wow friday's here! nothing on after school, and was looking

forward to taking a long ass nap or catch up on my out-dated drama.

but jeff called for lunch, so thought ok, i memang do need to eat.

picadilly it was.

but lunch stretched for 4 hours!

ended up heading home at 6.

i swear, fridayss after school,

there must not be any itinerary unless necessarily or i'm up to it.

bushed.drained.