i saw heaven.

tyres on a sudden brake - screeeccchhhhh.... horn blaring- peeeetpeeetttt... sound effects of a person being bang by a car- kadaboOom....

oh i was almost that person. and its nirmala to be blamed! the macha had to rat and nag bout the same thing over and over again.. reminding us about extra classes during the weekends. her nagging stole extra 15 mins and aunt that was suppose to fetch me was already waiting for 15 mins or so.. and me always the on time-punctual person was rushing out of tuition and had to cross the road to where aunt was wwaiting at the opposite side of the road. looking right, was a proton car quite a few meters ahead on a slow pace. and on the left, the road was clear. so thought ok dash, kris! almost reaching the second lane, i heard friggin loud tyre screecching and looking up, a malay doode went FUCK you! i smiled and went sorry sorry! the car was barely a ruler long away from my legs .and yes, i smiled cause i almost kena bang by car??but on my ride home, slowly, i felt my blood was draining and my face turned damn pale la.. cause i just realise i was that close to death. then i could almost see the gates to heaven and a faceless man scanning through a huge thick book. the content of the book could only be names and status after death, whether certain someone goes to heaven or hell.. brrrrr, felt the chill seeping into my spine despite the hot weather. now, i got phobia on crossing roads! small ones ok la.. but those roads with 4 lanes or more, someone gonna hold my hand and help me cross as though i'm a small kid la! and cause of that, i think i'm lil weird and slow on school works?



fri, in school, during last period, i realised we got belambak banyak homework. reportsssss.. and so..

*myself: argHhh. (pms-ing, stressin greatly) screw the dead! wrote wrong quest again!*

*chen: chill la.. why u pms-ing.. i think yest incident, you traumatized edi*

*myself: yeah weih, lil i think.. and cause of yest i think im becoming like you.. the unkempt one ( everything especially when it comes to school work), the one who makes mistakes.*

*chen: no! ur backside la!*

haha..

nine lifes.