my first zero.

why is it so much easier to open up to someone whom you hardly know? why is it so hard to open up to someone whom you actually know for years, in fact someone who knows you in and out?

Mmm, today's one hell of an interesting day. no, not because there was drama and no, not because someone flashed her boobies or someone pulling down his pants. but it's because i had an awesomely interesting talk with cheeky-entertainer of mine during LAN. yeah, who would have thought i would have an interesting time during one of the most "i'm so fucking bored" moments.. oh! did i mention we had a small quiz and i got 0/5 ? yeah, i did! not too sad though, cause almost the whole class got about the same. some 0.5, some 1, so who cares la.. anyways, our moral rolliepollieollie lecturer was plain strict when it comes to us talking in class. and SO, my notebook became the mode of conversation between cheekyBoi and me. i would love to disclose what was the conversation about, but its pure private that i had to burn it! yes, i did. BUT, it's all good. cause i finally got it out. pHewh..

OH, do watch 'Worst Week'! funny shit!

i want more!

bottling it up.

i kinda like to pose this question, "what's your first impression towards me?" i tend to get all kinds of reply. after thinking it through, IT IS quite true. at least for some la..
"i always thought ur some wild kid!" says Niraj, a smart-cheeky entertainer of mine during torturous LAN.
"but why?!? Nooo im not!"
"yes la.. u got the look. and you mershel, you gave me the impression of party animal!"
" whats the different between WILD and PARTY ANIMAL?!" asked the bewilded Mershel.
"Wild means you party and you sleep around and you do all kinds of negative things. Party animal just means you love going for partys and socialising"
MMmm.. Thanks la for enlightening me, boi! i think i fit the party animal remark better.

"kristen ah, you... first look i thought you look like some hot mammma. cause you always wear SHORT shorts." says Sangeetha, who cracks up easily.
" BUT, its just SOOO comfortable to wear shorts la! pants, jeans all restrict my movements!"
"yes la.. so now, after knowing you, i know its 'YOUR THANGG'"
hahah..


"NERD! with all the glasses, short hair all..look as though you were from Chinese all girl school" says mikee, hari's friend who cracks the living daylight of me.
"oh, .... yeah yeah i am!"
eh, i AM wert.... when i was in primary school till mid secondary life la.. haha..


after knowing me, hari thinks i'm a very reserved person and i'm hard to read. er, yeah, this i have to admit. i'm not a person who opens up easily to anyone, thats for sure. i may know you, you may know me,but when it comes to personal emotion, thinking, thoughts, and opinions, keeping it to myself is all i ever do.. bad, i know. but i guess , IT'S ME.


oh talking about mikee, he's hilarious la.. so YeanLing was telling us how she was being smack, HARD, by her friend ON her LEFT BOOBS. and mikee came up with this theory, "so last time, girls fight means, it involves pulling hair and slapping face. NOW it involves whacking BOOBIES, in the near future means, fight involves STICKING PEN UP PUSSY!" "oh even better, MARKERPEN!" the three of us started laughing hard.. typing it out probably dosent sound as funny , but really mann..

daym, i'm missing JandaBaik.

i wish and wish.

a little does wonders.

im dead sleepy, BUT i cant seem to fall into a dreamless sleep! frustrated much? YES! i had quiet a hectic day yesterday. oh before i forget,

HAPPY VALENTINE's

to all..

anyways, my morning started off with LIGHTS HUNTING with the family. i always hated my room light, ALWAYS and now, i get to change it! after 10 freaking years, pfft! i drove the family to Uptown cause my mum claims there's many lighting shops. true enough, there were lighting shops back-to-back. oh yeah, you read the-i-drove-part right. finally after passing the test, i got the P'licenses. so, i've been driving around a lot. BUT with the dad next to me,constantly pressuring me, stressing me! UGH, iritating sial! okayh, back to my day, after checking out 34567876 lighting shops, finally we settle at one shop and bought 4 lights and a fan. Mr.Shem called and later in the afternoon i found myself in OU. we wanted to watch PinkPanther2, but fully booked! even the old TGV, how sad..but should have known la. its a bloody couple's day. so we, the two idiots ended up feasting at Italianese. i got home at 5, to bath and follow the family to OU AGAIN at 5.30.. i was being very lazy to walk around, so instead,i sat and chill with family at Dave's. at about 8, Mr.Loh picked me and we headed to Bangsar for dinner. shisha-ed at Devi's and got home at 12 sharp. ahh, mum's proud cause i kept to my promise. gotta play my cards right! oh, i need to scratch devi's out of dah list! shisha there is horrible now! later about 1, harii snuck me out and we were suppose to go meet up with his friends at Cynna but since it was quite late, we ended up somewhere nearer, Sanctuary at TheCurve. as usual, banyak gile typical Cina fengtau.. whateverla,we're there to drink only anyways. Ruba and Michael came and meet us up. about 3, we left curve. i followed Ruba back to mike's place to get the leftover Grants from friday's at nish'es place. than back to Seiramas' poolside. three of us just sat and chat, me staring up at the half moon, drinking warm whiskey.. yUkk.. bloody boi didnt bring ice out. got home about 6 in the morning and "pLoop", straight away slept. 9 in the bloody morning my mum had to la wake me up.. after breakfast, bro, cousin and myself went to play badminton, our weekly affair, and than back to his condo to swim for about an hour. yeah mann, call me BIONIC WOMAN. okayh, now i'm gonna TRY sleepin! i need'em cause tomorrow's gonna be another long day at college.. thanks to LAN.. moral studies somore..ZZzzz

oh, this is us during ming's birthday at BarC. i'll update on that soon.

is there such thing?