alcohol chocolates

mum's back from beijing. darn fast la.and no, i'm not wishing for her to be out of the country any longer. no mum means house chores not done and it all points to me doing them. i was in charge of folding clothes and as usual i did my "responsibility" half way.

*mum: eh, why i come home got few jeans still hanging?*
*myself: cause it wasnt dry when i collect clothes on monday*
*mum: but today is wed! and of cause its dry. why didnt bring in?*
*myself: oh er, raining!! so i thought jeans kena hujan wont be dry.*

mum gave up while tsking and shaking her head.

so you see, if shes gone means the whole house will for sure turn upside down. she was also complaining how pathetic MAS is.. her flight to beijing delayed for SIX hours! imagine, flight's suppose to be at 12 am but delayed till 6 am! kesian sial, she had to sleep in a vertical position.. we gotta sue MAS! MAS or Air Asia no difference!

ah yes, she brought back some stuff but china stuff =.="
there is the grey cashmere shawl, mirror covered with silk, phone chain, butterfly magnet and
chocolatesssss and
jack daniels's alcohol choc.
it isSss friggin nice.
as the chocolate melts, the liquor will slide through the throat
and warms the heart.

whoever goes out of country for holidays, dont buy me souvenirs but get me alcochol chocolates aights! ;D











this is what i'm talking about.
mum, why didnt you buy a whole crate!? =X

i express when i feel like it.

all the strokes represents what i feel

and what i want to say aloud but often suppress by an invicible force

the force we so often hate.

the force we so often wish it will vanish.

cause without the force everything would be more simple

and straightforward.

how do you end things?

hence

did i mention a bird shitted on me?! didnt kena head but my hand. while waiting for ming under a tree.. yong keng ming u owe me one for making me wait for you for 15 mins and hence the bird shit on me! the super cursed day is fairly known if a bird shitted on you.

sweetdreams.

and so.

then again, its a cursed day! while on the way to school (running late), i remembered i left my permission slip to join the trip to times square for the day somewhere and so i thought Bah, teacher wouldnt care of a piece of trash paper or i can get another one n forge it like i always do.. But, NoOOoooo.. no one had extra form and bloody bitch teacher name shanty didnt allow students without slips to join her oh-so-precious trip, in the end, me, chen and doris got kicked out.. (you BItch! may you burn in hell!! )and so, we gotta rot in class and gawd, all the teachers are bloody rajin! they still teach though there's only 10 students! at least i brought add maths books so can tunjuk-tunjuk a bit.. but doris, hilariousla! she was damn confident she wont be in school and didnt even bring a bag! just a bottle of water and mobilephone.. shweEtt! and so i couldnt take it being in class..

mr chua did the honour and help me fly school. around 10+ we headed to jaya, and he's friggin sway la.. round the area for 20 mins but still no parking. finally decided to park inside jaya building and we went kfc to makan. then, i was being nice and teman him go buy ear-stick. bloody pussy dont want to take out his earings and asked that skinny sales woman to help.. muutherrr, that skinny bitch took 15 mins to exchange his earings with earsticks and talked non-stop about how to take care of the earHOLE.. i wanted to just tell her i dont think a earHOLE needs that much attention and how bout you care bout ur hole.. but tak jadi cause she speaks in fluent canto and my canto is half past six! sadsad.. later,we sat at starbucks while he semi-torture me with his faggin, bitching and banging, pinching plus BItIng! (too much ah, chua! watch out. i'll make sure my nails go deeper the next time.) the bugger got college at 2 so i released him.. =)

around 1 i went over to Mmo to chill with the game freaks. and voilah, as usual, everyone's there.. ming,nick,darryl,kyle,szeee.. after 2, darryl and i went Mv.. before that, i went back to school to get my bag, but Nooooo wainee left my bag at kuliah room though i specificly told her leave it at the long bench and sO the bag is with her now. No headphone as it is in the bag =( at mv, we watched this Legion show, the only thing i understand from the whole movie is this small kid is caesar and the good people are protecting him from being killed by the bad people. eRGh, aint liking history rom movies..

i got back to grams hse around 5. i was darn sleepy but cant sleep. so decided to jog.. called ming, and we went over to taman aman.. dayMn.. i didnt know tmn aman's that big and fascinating with those exercising things.after we jogged, talked, walked, played with the exercising things, i went home around 7.. i was out jogging for 2 hours and bro thought i kena rape..

*bro: eh where are you?? where u went jogging la? so long wan??*
*myself: yes yes coming back soon*
*bro: fast fast, mama thinks you kena rape (click)*

aWww.. didnt know they cared.. ahaks!

i can be bitter at times if you dont treat me right.

i can be mischievious in order for everything to sail my way.

my life maybe be twisted and fucked up at times.

but everything moves on.

this shall put a smile.

worst.

red it is.

i thought this hat looks good, no?but

*dharu: eh, u look like you're going for a funeral.*

at one utama.

world gamemaster tournament was held there. every geeks there are sOo intense and totally absorbed into their games. felicia and dharu was curious with the way they play, so we went closer and had a look.. we were straining our necks to look over the sea of heads. suddently, someone shouted *Mahai!* and all of us jumped in fright, thinking someone really got shot. felicia's face turned pale and i swear it was damn hilarious! felicia, u need to go cc once in awhile and see how game freak play. all sorts of foul words will start to shoot from every side!

october fest at Ou.

imported beers are at Rm1. but it's gone in a blink of an eye!

kiasu people these days.. =.="

at melisa's open house.

the bear. the fish.

phaik may.(trying her best to look like ju-on and succeeded) myself.

dharuBai. myself.

myra. (the only one who came in full tradisional clothes) myself.

*ming: no no, i dont want to take picture with you.* phaik may.

at One Utama, after melisa's

dont mess, i poked some balls in.. ;D

myself. jenn. dharu.

sunday....

morning, squinted at the clock. shit! its 10 already! i wanted to wake as early as 8 to do some jogging but i guess not. followed family to Du for breakfast. and once again i saw nick and his family having breakfast too at The Village (they serve the BEST rendang and their Dinosaur Milo, heaven to everyone who loves choc drink)..previously i saw him having dinner with his sis at Du..now breakfast, how sway la seeing him twice.. =P

later,i went to visit my granny. yeah, i'm turning over new leaf! nyehehe..

evening, i went to the salon to chop my hair as my fringe's poking my eyes and dyed a strand of hair to red.. shweTt...

i like it red. =)

my mum just left to beijing. she will be back on wednesday. this means no naggin me for 3 days! shweett!

no, you change.

i wish otherwise.

is there a time when suddently you feel numb? like you cant feel a thing, or not knowing whats happening around you? or maybe everything pass by and evolves around you in slow motion?

recently, i feel numb often. why? i'm wondering too.. i realise it happens when i think of my past,times i spent with certain people or things i did.. like lil flashbacks of here and there. i dont want to feel numb.

anyhow, my last hari raya open house was melisa's.. in order to tumpang her, i had to go accounts on a saturday morning! (i know, beautiful saturday morning down the drain).. bryan and sam hitched a ride too.. initially i had the whole back seat all to myself! (her dad drives a kia, 6 seater), but gawd, after she picked jenn, pmay and dharu up i had to practically sit on the floor.. fat asses being selfish..and the journey to her house is like going to seremban! putrajaya is friggin far and out of the way mann.. i think the furthest i ever been around puchong area's bandar kinrara, that also when i was in primary school (najwa's bday). i was clueless when they started talking about their area, from tesco to 101 mall to bandar putri.. =S

anyways, we reached her house! (finally! swt) her area's friggin quite mann.. if u get killed, no one will ever know. so yeah, we chilled, watched some tv (more like flippin channels non -stop), whack her cookies (who knows how to make cornflake-honey cookies?! teachteach!! love em').. chomp away her rendAngs and curry chicken! i just cant seem to get enough of rendangs! the only food dharu feasted on was rendangSss and lemangSss..

the others only came after we almost wanna cabut.. ming, brandon, kyle, ganesh and sze ee made the grand entrance la! i think they dont come better =.= ..

around 2+ we head to ou.. melisa's dad was kind enough to drop us at bt. jalil to get a cab. i swear, cabs at puchong is super PARIA! we had to ask around 5 cabbys before we got into one. and its 40 bucks to OU! daymn the conn cab bastards.

we decided to catch a movie, and since i watched practicaly all the nice shows, we had to settle for shoot em' up.. the movie just made me give up on carrots! (i love baby carrots, if you are wondering) carrots can KIll!! (stupid gory show!) .. before the movie, we played fooseball, which i am getting better (kembang =D ) and 2 rounds of pool.. damn sway, cursed day for me mann!
oh, and dharu and i got ming to shut his mouth for an hour! ming can actually stay MUTE for an hour! (if its nick, i bet it wont last more than 5 minutes.. nyehhehe)

ah, dharu!! you are right! fucking blogspot's friggin lags.. cant load photos.. rainchecked aights? in my next post! ;)

sometimes, i wish i can choose what i want to think.

their place.

my days of sleeping over

at bitches' place.

and these are doris the panda,
wai nee the skunk and
jenn ai the bear.





at skunk's place.

the skunk dosent make a good host.

the only thing she entertaints me with is

the oh-so-happening people's blog.

but oh well, at least i get to sleep on her bed

while she sleeps on the floor.

i give you credit for that.

if you love eating, her house wont be the

right place to sleepover.

she fed me with digestive biscuit and milk.

anyhow, she's a great skunk.

i see jenn the bear.
she slept over my house.
i think that was after pmr?
doris the panda and vivian stayed over too.
dont ask how they slept in my small room.
maybe one of them gave up squeeing and slept in the
bath tub?i didnt care cause i had my bed. =P
if you have them over your house, i swear sleeping is out
of the question.
the whole night we were talking, hanna-ing, painting our nails.
and reading magazines in the dark.
great time with them though the next day my eyes were
panda-fied.

skunk. flamingo. bear.

we were at jenn's condo

by the poolside

around late night.

this was just a random hanging thing

and lil catch up thing.

we had few cans of beer and half bottle of wine.

jenn the brilliant screwed in opening the bottle of wine.

cock was brittle and fell into the red sea.

(well done, jenn)

and so we had to drink the wine with lil small touches.

doris gets red just after few sips of beer.

panda needs some training and skillsz. =P

we need one of this time ASAP!

flamingo. skunk.




randomness..

step by step

pavillion.

oh if any of you is wondering where n what is british council. it is a place somewhat like a library opposite klcc..(derek didnt know what and where it is even thought he studies at reliance college which is few streets down. how pathetic is that?!) what's different is there's lots of computers and a nice place to sit and read magazines. and not to forget!! there's lots of good looking foreign people there.. i think most of them are there to attend classes.. Mmm aint bad idea if i were to study in a class full of them.. ahaks!


after mum got out from office,

i was kind of facinated with my mum's office.

check out the guard. he has friggin long gun.

we headed to pavillion as she wants to check how upmarket is that place.. er.. well it is indeed upmarket and lets just say 10K is needed in order to shop.. the place's pretty confusing and i prefer The gardens.






bro was making fun of the name, Furla.

*bro: the price of a bag is super expensive.when people checked it out, they go
FOoo-laa-laa. and so thats how they get the name Furla.*
yeah my lame brother.

food here's good. =)

i like promod. clothes are friggin colorful.
filled with vibrant colors.



Pavillion

i find anything colorful facinating and nice.

these light-y stuff changes colors!

(small girl like me gets amused by petty stuff XD)

and of cause after roaming around kl i am back to

the place i've been spending my time for past few days.

i shall nag my parents to shift to condo.

and to the amo feller who thinks i am a whore,
i would like to say,
may you burn in hell.

do it right.

i dont have the word written on my face, thank you.

i am currently rotting at british council.. why there? yeah im wondering too.. thanks to my mum.. Mmmm i self declare holiday for a day. if your wondering , no i dont ponteng school. its just that why bother going to school when teachers dont even come in.. and half of my class is never in sOooo i think i rather rot home then rotting in school.. agree?!




i had just walked the whole kl area, from klcc to avenue K. and i only got a jeans from motivi for myself.. i think its time to stop spending money! the money i hold can never get warm before it leaves from my pocket.. sadsad.. anyways, when i was walking towards klcc on the main road, trying to cross the overly-packed with cars road, suddently there's this white feller driving honda stopped in front of me and he wind down the window. i got pretty scared, thinking he might wanna grab me in or what-so-ever. i walked fast, hoping that he wanted no more then directions. he started shouting at me about something how much in some weird deep accent (didnt quite hear him) .. thats when i cock-stared him and sped off to the opposite side of the road.. and it striked me, he thinks i'm a bloody prostitute! mahai!! i dress fucking decent, just a normal sleeve top and shorts and flats.. wtf?!? does my forehead written whore to you?!?? as i'm typing this i'm still feeling damn panas!! argh! (breath in breath out breath in breath out)

i love walking around klcc.. why?

cause there's so many foreign people,

pretty amusing when you hear them talk

and act.

never fail, someone will come up to me and ask

for directions.

the previous time some jap feller asked

how to get to the lrt station.

just an hour ago,

an arabian old man asked

where is the money exchange

while showing me a bunddle of cash..

i told him it's at the ground floor

and hoped he'll pass me a few notes.

but sadly he didnt. =S

mum of mum, faster get your work done.

am gonna head to condo again.

to gym, swim and sauna.

i got my mum and bro into gym-ing too.

i'm good! =)

the walk and steps of life.

i am never wearing bright top anymore.

color me.

"clean your room!"


"pick up your clothes!"


"clear your table! its full of trash!"


"tidy up your bed!"

"sleep early!"

"fold clothes!"

"dont online 24/7!"

"make yourself usefull!"

"help me with housechores!"

"dont everytime lepak with friends!"

"dont show sour face!"

"read more books!"

jesus christ, is all mothers alike? or am i the one in the million who gets this real naggy mum? why would mothers want to care how her daughter's room look like? whether its neat or its cluttered with trash or every inch of the floor is covered with clothes.. mum, i will clean my room when i trip and bruise myself.

i am usefull! i help when i'm asked. and quit askin me to hit the sack early.. i will sleep when i want to and thanks for caring bout my eyebags but dont!

i know i know my brother's more helpful around the house, doing things though not being told to and i'm the other way round.. maybe we "terchange" gender? he's suppose to be the girl, the oh-so-helpful, the perfectionist member of the family and i'm suppose to be a boy who is the rebellious, stubborn one. oh well, its me! lay off and quit nagging me. you'll age older!

your life is?

just plain shades of grey?

or

jovial and cheerful filled with wonders of colors?

i am who i am.splash my life with pretty colors.

currently.

currently..


i am into tatoo from jordin sparks.
i am into swimming.
i am into cycling.
i am into gym-ing.
i am into comedy and action packed movies.
i am into cookies.
i am into chocolate drinks.
i am into rum & raisins ice cream.
i am into california raisins.
i am into lingeries.
i am into footwear. (shoe fetish)
i am into square-faced watches.
i am into turquoise nail polish.
i am into cross pendants.
i am into hotpants.

currently..

i wish i can drive.

i wish i have a driver.

i wish my parents are not overprotective.

i wish i have an atm machine.

i wish i can dream what i want to dream.

i wish i dont need to go gran's house.

i wish i dont have to wake as early as 6+ everyday.

i wish i have a list of plans or to-do list.

i wish i have a list on lies and excuses.

i wish i am not an extream sensitive person.

currently..

i hate almonds.

i hate leggings.

i hate to see people change.

i hate to stick my ass at home.

i hate not knowing or not having a slightest clue on my future.

currently..

i have stopped shisha for a couple of months.

i havent been drinking for 3 months.

i havent been sneaking for about a couple of weeks.

i havent been staying out late night since a month+.

you know, i am one and alone.

weird. it hit me.

get together.

you suck sern! argh!

(kiddin. nice dude)

what an innocent week of holiday im having. cousin bonding week. woke my ass up at 6.30 am (darn sad right? hols have to wake that early. i have to say thank you to my dad). bro and i went over to tjun's condo. as usual, bro set his feet in tjun's hse only, staright away walk to the comp and play his runescape. i continue sleeping on the couch till aunt came out and *eh come go joggin with me*.. but didnt.. after breakfast only i went to the gym to work some sweat off, and went for an hour of swimming. after cousin's hse, off i go to myra's open house.

tjun kit. myself

he is friggin tan.
after his trip back from tanjung jara.

myra.

your open house was awesome.

great rendang.

i like your kebaya.

next time bring me go cari tradisional clothes!

i'm the most indecent one of the day.

sorry.

(tell your mum i'm actually damn suci!)

myself stealing jenn's shades.

myself. jenn ai

myself. felicia looking ama like always

(fatt, what happen to ur mother's pumps? =p)

doris. myself

the sern looking like a small kid and a saint.
but no he aint one!

tall, taller, tallest.. =)

ming doing what he does best, stonning.



myself. jenn. dharu. wai. doris. melissa.
the banana colour kain is myra's.
she tried her best to make me look tradisional.
wai nee is friggin happy that she came in her cambodia
tradisional clothes. very decent it seems =.=



jenn. myself. phaik may.




semi like triplets.



mershel. melissa. myself.

my dwarfs =)




myself and ah nesh
(nesh, pls dont call me lokeloke.
it sounds like steamboat restaurant.
and i have enough nicknames)




myself. chen.


ming the noob. myself. chen.

myra. fattz looking as blur as ever.

ah, i had great time with

my fellow idiots.

they can be a pain or may

annoy the crap outta me

but they're great friends

and i know i can lean on them.

love ya'll

lil get together.